Saturday, July 19, 2008, 9:53 PM

i really don't know if i should be sad or angry.
i was there when you needed someone, but when i was down, where were you?
hangingout with your friends who once pushed you away?
does it even hurt to remember the person who was once there for you?
& it always feels so wrong that everything i did for you, you don't really seem to appreciate.
we were once very close;
but now people are asking why are we so different now.
so unusual, so.. apart.
although i know i have some communication problems with someone connected to you,
it dosen't really mean that i do not exist when she's there.
i really don't know whats wrong btw us.
isit you, or me?
i think you don't even remember i exist,
your ignorance, is yet so hurting.
or maybe we should just stop this friendship if we can't get along any longer.
just stop wasting your time if you're just trying to act infront of me.
there's already this communication problem btw us.
so i don't really see a point that we'll get along sooner or later.
you're just regarding me like a 'substitute' friend.
when you're alone, you get close to me.
when're with your friends,
thats when i see your true colours.
you don't know how i feel,
as i always hold it inside.
you never knew how i cried, and prayed for anwers.
so maybe lets stop this, for it gets any worser.