Monday, August 11, 2008, 6:19 PM

history project was bad. there was a lack of communication in the library. and it makes it hard to solve things out. i feel so useless, hopeless, helpless.., i feel like crap, i feel like how i feel of not being able to contribute anything. this suck. i've got the whole thick file on my lap that my member have done, and me, not a single one. urging myself to look through the file, finding gaps that i could fill. crap.

i've got on the bus. the tip of my eyelids went wet. afraid of being penalise, for splitting the previous group, and getting into this group late. afraid about the result, and how was i going to bring out ideas for the project. and i just let out my heart, and made a sigh.
i guess i'm just afraid of what lies ahead of me, for i get prepared.
cause, i know i'll be losing a close friend soon..


have a good holiday.

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