Friday, October 10, 2008, 9:17 PM

blisters? yes, alot.
trng today was a bitter sweet thing.
well firstly, all i know is part of my skills, or can i say 70% of them, are gone. :/
hah.. what can you expect for 3weeks of no trngs? yes, poop.
sometimes, or everytime, i'll get frustrated with myself. cause i believe i can do it, and i once did it, but poop just shows out of me. really.
all i could do was practice, practice and practice, and clench my teeth through. at least i know, that there are my mates by my side, going through the say steps i'm taking.
& yes. i tried to comfort myself, by laughing off my mistakes. But it was no better.
sigh*
however, i can feel God's trying to make things better for me, telling me not to give up hope. i was playing kings, partnering Lynn, against Patrick and Moyhong. the score was 5:6. me and L, 5. it was just a mere 1pt for them to win. everyone seemed tired, including myself. so i wasn't That aggressive although it was already just that mere 1pt. who knows, we played till deuce 13. mine you. its 13 . and yes. we won. it was a lil struggle inbetween. but the best thing is, we made it through, together. :D

i was worried, i was scared, how were you doing? courage failed me, to ask you that. the reason's simple. i wouldn't be of much help.
godbless.