Sunday, October 12, 2008, 7:53 AM

was really surprise that i could wake up so early today.
as i laid on my bed, with my eyelids closed,
mixed emotions started to crushed me, as thought i missed soo many people.
i haven't been out with my former sch mates, i'm missing my primary school clique, i'm missing J, R and S.

i need to shout, i need to rant, i need to release my exam fear, those sucky problems, the sense of failure, all surrounding my heart.
i need to crap, i need to turn hyper, i need to scream.
deep down inside me, i feel this deadly feeling there, & i wna get rid of it, but its just too stubborn.
darn.


trng tml starts at 0830.
will be meeting J at 8.
aw man. why must it be so early. besides, theres no sch tml, and yet we still have to be up so early.
i doubt i would hv the energy for tml.
besides, i'm not really feeling well.
maybe sometimes,
we just have to push ourselves, to achieve sth you don't think you would.
(:(:(:

gna visit my former sch cher tml.
YAY.
&' guess what. i'd thought i'll really fail my piano examination. piano cher smsed my early in the morning. ahaha.
distinction, on the mark!
double YAY.
;D
God sure do make wonders!

i've made ferrero roche 'roses' for my teachers. thought i'd give one to J, for being such a great friend!
:D
Godbless.