Saturday, November 8, 2008, 10:10 AM

now, i've finally realised how important you are playing in my life.
& i don't think thats too good.
God knows why.
weeks being unsure about everything was tortures.
but i think things won't work out the same any longer.
hmm.

"anyway, ever thought about the many things in life?
What is wrong.
What is right.
What should be done.
What shouldnt be done.
What to think.
What not to think.
What to say.
What not to say.
What to feel.
What not to feel.

I suppose, its time like these when I actually stop and think about the different things in life.
The different logics.
The way I handle things.
The way I perceive things.
Sometimes I ponder to myself about the many encounters I have in life.
Was I wrong in doing things this way,
Maybe things wouldnt turn out so bad if I had done it in another way.
or, should i be even doing it.
Ha, but then I realised that its pointless to think about it.
Whats the point?
Whats done's done.
No point thinking about it.
Sometimes I think about the repetitive things that happen around me.
Maybe, there will be a day when I've reached my limits.
Maybe, there will be a day when I'll say, 'that's it.'
Maybe, there will be a day when all these will end.
Maybe... Just maybe.
But for now, I guess I'll just leave things be.
Shrug my shoulders and just move on.
Maybe, for now, its the best thing to do. "