the confession.
Sunday, May 24, 2009, 11:06 PM

hello there.
Miao Yun's in a mess.
can you help her?
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just some rdm stuffs.
hahha.
anyway, i'm having this urge to do outdoor sports.
anyone interested?
:D:D
so difficult to find people to try new sports these days.
& i have no idea why.
the words 'sun', 'sports', 'sweat'
just seem to scare people off.
like, 'hey, you wna do some kayaking?"
"huuuuuh? no lah, i no energy peddle."
=.="

ya' know,
i feel guilty.
so guilty that i didn't do up to expectations for this time's MYE.
& that i shouldn't be enjoying my hols,
but studying.
this guilt.

maybe thats why people still ask why i look/seem so stress after the exams.
or like, 'hey, what're you thinking?'
i feel as if i'm going through Os now.
the anxiety.

ah, dumb.
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hey babe, i miss you,
much.