i think.
Sunday, May 17, 2009, 12:29 AM

i'm deciding to make this blog private.
some personal reasons.
(:
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CHRIS, i'm still mad at you okaaaaay.
rarr.

today was boring.
boooorrrrriiiinnnngggg.
i was sitting in the pool room, in the mist of a game when i thought,
"why does everything feels so dull."
having this weird feeling inside you, really urging to do something, something different.
i would like to immerce myself with nature again.
like a night walk in total darkness.
yes, the one i just had with the FD people the day before last christmas eve.
i feel so hyper now, especially when the exams have just ended and hols are approaching.
i want to enjoy my 'last' holiday in sec school,
before i get into study mode for Os.
sounds dumb, but won't you be starting to revise for Os in december,
without a doubt?

i wish i could do trekking again, or even mountain climbing.
i wna conquer something again.
mt. kinabalu's the next hit, probably.
i actually told these to mum and dad on my way for training.
i'm glad i have such active parents too.
well, that was partly how i grew up to love and enjoy nature.
dad's planning to go to tasmania in nov.
do really some hardcore climbing.
:D

i just somehow have this nostalgic effect,
having such a turn on me.
i guess i'm tired of Singapore's "what other can you do other than shop, eat and.. yeah. movies?"
just gotta find something, somehow.
but i must find the correct company.

ohwell,
but i'll be taking up kayaking course this hols, with R, hopefully.
:D

i wna gist up my life, for a change.
now.