rants.
Thursday, November 26, 2009, 10:45 PM

i'm tired, seriously.
i haven't yet took a breather since hols started. my schedules are crazy. even my piano teacher and i can't settle down to book a day we're both free. & i already owe her 1month of lesson, maybe more.

i'm tired.

& the flame's burning out.
i need a break, a long one, all by myself, alone.
i need to make time for myself.
i find it so ridiculous to find myself so stressed out during the hols.
out of the whole of november, i'm only free on the 27th. 1 pathetic day where i do not have to step outta my house.

sometimes, i get so quiet during trainings, just like today.
i was so tired with only 6.5hours of sleep. and training lasted for 4.5hours.
i even had to tell my partner that i really don't have the mood to open my mouth to say a single word, and that i wasn't angry at her during games, just because i'm silent.

maybe i should just say this.
i'm sick of, everything.
ever nonsensical crap happening.

no, don't get me wrong.
all my smiles and laughter shared with you guys are genuine. (:
& i love you people.
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MiaoYun will be taking a vvvvvvvvvveh looooooooooooooooooong break from here.
(:
takecare people.
<3