trust.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 2:35 AM

I always thought you'll stand by me through hard times. but i finally see it all. maybe you haven't realise how badly you've hurt me, or maybe you don't even care. but one thing i know, i'm tired of feeling so emotionally drained and this feeling of familiarity of disappointment and brokeness.
so now, i'm going to embark on this path, alone. but,

How long more?

How long more to this injustice, this hurt, this prolonged state, this fear? i guess i trust people too easily. trust is not given, it is earned. how foolish can i get to trust people so easily. in the end, i'm the one who gets hurt, again and again.

'make a stand'.
at times i simply walk away, at times i wait in patience.
but why not confront?
so what if i contronted the situation, do you even care? will you even change? it all seems pointless to me, 'cause at the ultimate end, i know i'll only face rejection.

your impulse actions just simply shows me one thing.
self-centeredness.
embarking on this journey alone seems scary enough.
but i know i can pull through this.
i'll be strong.