say what?
Sunday, December 27, 2009, 1:07 AM

say what?

its either my parents have gone into a shopping spree mood or mum has totally gone nutz. its usual seeing mum carrying shopping bags home. but, its pretty unusual seeing her -bam-, spending so much money at once.
maybe its just the sales huh. yeah, it is.

ohyes, not forgetting she bought christmas presents for the family when she always used to say "we aren't christians and there isn't a need to celebrate". Right. maybe it was because the debate i had with her 2 weeks before. debate FTW mans.
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Sparring today was.. (frowns)
like seriously, if my ankle didn;t had to sprain it twice in a day, or rather, even sprain, i would't have to fight for every point so badly, hopping like a bunny in court. i was sliding from left to right, to everywhere. i was doing my best to take the shuttle though my body was really in an awkward position. i had to use my hands to support myself from the floor after taking the shuttle and getting ready for the next one. &i just couldn't run. screw. i bet i said 'SOUL' so loudly 21x2 times during match with J and C. G and i were really fighting like crazy, literally. & we did well for rubbers. and our efforts paid off. thank God.

i'm amazed, really.

i'm amazed at how i managed to pull of such tough opponents with a sprained ankle. & its times like these that i realise, i ahve to push myself to the extreme although i feel i can't. & its times like these, that our mindset actually plays a very important role in the game. Coach's words just somehow woken me when the singles were doing 300shuttles drills.
"its all in your mindset. if you think you can, you can."

so much about badminton, i think i've got to start studying already. school's starting in 1wks time!
and again, my brain slowly forms the words:" NOOOOOoooOOOoooooOOO.."

i've got fd outing tmr.
give me reasons why i should go when so many didn't turn up the last time.