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Saturday, February 13, 2010, 2:08 PM

@ the steepest uphill task in this point of life, it was even thougher than i thought. injustified at how i really felt, and how much i teared. i've never felt this weak and vulnerable, ever. i lost faith, hope and determination. in everthing. Each and every second seemed to be laced and filled with strong emotions. crash and burn, i wanted to end everything so badly. i fell countless times, until i no longer had the strength to stand up again. but life still goes on. goes on when i'm a whole mess inside. i teared everywhere i went, my shadow was haunting me each and every second. i just wanted to get a getaway so badly.
but it was my angels in life who brought me back. who cradles and proved my worthyness. who says i'm not alone. who says everything will be alright, just hang in there. who makes me believe. who stands by me.
J, C, M, L, I, J, J, L, A, JL, PS.
ThankYou.


i'm sorry DaddyG, i'm doubting,