indecisive.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 12:35 AM


i hate decisions, really.
&when you've finally made a decision, you cant help but contemplate the whole situation again, cant help but to take afew sneak peaks onto the door your closed.
the worst part is, you're making decisions for the unexpected, and time comes, everything will soon take you away in a hit of tsunami wave.
to be honest, i'm scared.
if you had the priviledge to actually get into an elite school, but yet you turned them down and chose an average school you feel best suits you, it really questions me deep within. its just like, letting a once in a life time chance, pass you by right infront of your face.

"know what you want".
it sums it all.


& secretly inside i chant,
i'm tired of life.