ELOral
Wednesday, August 18, 2010, 4:42 PM

HOMG.
my dreams of getting dinstinction for EL might soon be of an impossibility.
i screwed up my oral today, i think.
i tripped over my words, once, i changed my script, once, i staggered during picture discussion, i talked so much rubbish that forgot what was the main point they're asking.
i most prolly didnt do well in conversation, my strongest segment. so yes, i'm screwed. big time, big time, big time.

bytheway, dont you just feel the urge and temptation to get your hands round the examiners' necks when all they did was just stare at you with that dead look?
MY HEART WAS THROBBING FOR GOD'S SAKE.
shyt, i should have imagined Ms Suan in the middle of the examiners, pulling up a 'peace' symbol in my face. how cute can that be.

safety compromised. WHY THE HELL DID I SAY TO 'EUSURE THEIR SAFETY.'
effeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeffeff.
and one question during the convo was something i was experienced and strong in.
'what does nature mean to you'?
effeffeff, why did i describe nature and get lost in it?!!!
yes, 'cause i was so taken away that i forgot the main point the examiners are asking.

so yes, i had a 3rd question when many others didnt i think.

oh, whatever. i'm going to sleep now.