migrate.
Saturday, August 28, 2010, 2:49 AM

now, i'm doom for.

its been the 3rd time mum's been raising up the issue of migrating. both Aussie and NZ. and it triggered a thought within me. its 2.44am now and i cant sleep. i had enuff of SS just hours ago. & having to browse through FB, i actually browsed through profiles the handful of people i know who've migrated to Aussie, and maybe a friend from Paris. its such an eye-opener.

i dont know if i'm regretting about signing the contract for the next 2years of my life. but the thought of studying in Aussie seems to be more attractive. i've discussed plans with my mum about a year ago of studying in Aussie if i didnt manage to get into a good JC here. and theres actually a 'short-cut' system where by you'll start university @ the ago of 17, instead of 19. sounds good?

i dislike life in sg. why compete with so many people here? is life all about competency? is competency=success? maybe? but to an extend? we even have to compete for housing and transport. and all we see in sg is a cluster of tall high rised buildings. i want to see nature. even the sights @Mt Faber cant even compete.
i'm sick of this competing life, having to consistently battle with foreigners for a good place in this singapore society, even in schools.

its pretty ridiculous that we pay a million to own a private property, when we can get a bungalow @ a price of 500k in aussie. & getting a car for 80k in sg when we can get it prolly more than half the price in aussie. ridiculous and lifeless. feels limited. just take a look here.

i hate life here. being a 16year old sucks when you're in this bullshyt education system. its not as if we're going to apply more than 50% of what we learnt when we go out to work. am i not killing my years of youth? i need a break.

maybe, just maybe. i'll migrate if permitted.