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in the silence, the river runs and the river hides out to the ocean and under the sky i promise you the answer will come hold on to patience and watch for the sign everything in its time | |
MiaoYun Foo  BWSS Badminton Council Prom Committee An Exquisite Element of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know. :D Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it will live on forever. - Lucas Scott BWSC BWSS 2e3 CBSS 2e4 Alvin Arthur Ashly(: Bianca Cheryl(: Christel(: Denyce Jake Jelissa Jerena JiaAn Joleen Kelly Cho Marissa Marvin Michelle P Ranjetha Safiah Silas Sonia Tashryn Tiffany<3 Tiffany Ten Tirta Victor WeiShi XinYi YangYang Yanni YiYing YuHeng |
fragility, vulnerability.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010, 4:04 AM life's a mystery really. today you may feel really loved, and the next day you may get your heart broken. it really puzzles me how people can bear to take the risk to love when they know they'll get hurt one day. eventually. cause nothing in this world lasts. but then again, if we dont exprience love, how are we able to love someone? it just puzzles me. in just 2days, i've got 4friends running to me, seeking the remedy for a heartache, or any ammunitions they can gather to attract someone. and with just a period of 2months, it made me realise something. dont give a part of your heart to someone if you're not ready. we may end up breaking someone else's heart instead. how fragile or vulnerable we and our heart can be, it doesnt take seconds, minutes or even a day to heal. it takes months. a friend once asked me. "why take the hard way when you have the easier route?" yeah, why go after someone you love when there are people going after you? you can just dump that person if it doesnt work out. but, why take the easier way and go with someone you that you dont have deep feelings for? and that i know i'm not able to love that person whole heartedly? then get yourself hurt? &HEY, love isnt a game. its something real, something that will impact tremendously, something fragile. that turmoil i went through with love during my Os period has already left me a deep imprint that i feel i'll never bring myself to love whole heartedly like i did again. no one knows how upside down my world is right now. how much hurt can do to us cannot be under-estimated. so here i am, staying in this shell i live in. avoiding every possible potential threat that'll hurt me again. till i fully feel that i'm ready, will i start coming out of my shell again. ------ thank you for appreciating me and always making me feel special. for always there to pick me up when things fall apart. this post's dedicated and written specially to this special one. the fact is, i'm not ready. so i hope you'll discover that you should stop wasting your time. you're a great guy and definitely deserve someone better. Thankyou for going to such a large extent just to make me smile. best of luck to what lies ahead of you and your future endeavours. |