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in the silence, the river runs and the river hides out to the ocean and under the sky i promise you the answer will come hold on to patience and watch for the sign everything in its time | |
MiaoYun Foo  BWSS Badminton Council Prom Committee An Exquisite Element of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know. :D Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it will live on forever. - Lucas Scott BWSC BWSS 2e3 CBSS 2e4 Alvin Arthur Ashly(: Bianca Cheryl(: Christel(: Denyce Jake Jelissa Jerena JiaAn Joleen Kelly Cho Marissa Marvin Michelle P Ranjetha Safiah Silas Sonia Tashryn Tiffany<3 Tiffany Ten Tirta Victor WeiShi XinYi YangYang Yanni YiYing YuHeng |
oblivion.
Sunday, December 5, 2010, 3:10 AM empty; please tell me that i didn't lose myself. i need distractions. i need company. i need to find myself back again. but that burning desire to search myself and find the old me has become so difficult. maybe sometime in life we just need a stop sign; a pit stop, a breakaway. but, i already had one. 15days of awesomeness in Europe has become one of the bestest days and trips of my life. seeing fleeting scenery pass-by right before my eyes, it made me ponder, as usual. and yeah, those 'what if's will start running through every thought. easier said than done, i ctually made a deal with a friend about totally letting go of whatever that has been and had happened. yeah, easier said than done. i've taken a break for 15days, and finally back in Singapore. To feel the heat and visiting places where memories comes alive again, its difficult to move on. but, if i were to stop here, where is it going to take me? as if dwelling on your past would help ease your pain. the world doesnt revolve around you silly. then again, easier said than done, would picking up the pieces and moving forward help ease your pain? no. vunerable; naive. i felt like the biggest fool. now, not any longer. with every fall, i learn. dust your knees and keep moving. reflect, but dont dwell. keeping myself occupied with hobbies and things i enjoy doing. a broken heart can only hurt me as long as i allow it. i've knocked at your door countless times, only to see you reveal your unmasked face. "pack up and go. pack up and go." who cares if my heart breaks every nanosecond of the day. it dosent make me special. it doesnt make me privilege. so i've figured, no point mopping around and reclusive myself from the world. my life doesnt revolve around you. smilesmilesmile. this time i'm going to follow my brain. i'll be the winner and move on. ----- my last words to you, i'm sorry i cant fulfill your request. seeing you alone tears my heart apart. thanks for stepping into my life and screwing it up before leaving. i strongly beseech that you'll start searching your mind and heart before you break another girl's heart again. goodbye.
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