smile.
Monday, March 14, 2011, 11:17 PM

till this day, i've come to realise everyone will definitely change, including you and me. i've acknowledged that indeed i've changed the past few months. & and it soon came crashing unto me that, hey, this isnt who i am.

yes, i've been troubled. and all these while, i've been so afraid and frustrated with drawing the line. but i guess the secret of one being trulely lies within himself. and i ant changing for nobody. and i really hope to see a happier self. i've loved and falled out. and whatever the reason may be that made everythig happened, i'm going to accept if and move on. it got me cracking so hard. but i guess a simple CTRL+ALT+DEL solved it all. just got to be positive with everything i do.

i doesnt matter if you're a nerd or a geek. it doesnt matter if you're originated from the same plaet as me. what matters is the inner beauty everyone possesses. to open up what we see, and truely appreciate people for who they are. that way, every beauty within diminishes the every flaws that sometimes we choose to magnify instead.

so why frown when you're got a million and one reasons to smile.
&; taking the simplest joy in everything we do, and manifesting good thoughts.

i guess its how we make the best outta everything we do. its how we make a difference. and i know i can. to not judge nor cirticise, i know i'm put in 1126 or a reason. and if its God's plan that i'm put into 1126, i wna make the best outta it.

its time to stand up, stronger than before. i know this sounds really cliche, but hey, 'nothing's impossible'. i'm gna lead a more fulfilling life in NY. and i know i can.
have an awesome holiday. xx.


defying convention,
defining definition.
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i guess, everything happened was according to His plan, and i will not defy what isnt meant to be. everything that happened, i'm glad it was genuine. at least what i felt it was. thanks for showing me that i'm actually stronger than what i really am. well, basically thanks for believing that i'll be able to pull through this hurdle. i'm glad. and here i am, now, piecing up these pieces, gathering it all up and placing it in an empty box. all delivered back to you. goodbye love.