invasion.
Sunday, April 17, 2011, 7:26 PM

damn, my room just formed another army of ants, appearing just before my dan eyes a moment ago. still remember the many measures i took a few years back just to put that species of ants in my room into extinction. they had this spincer-liked weapon in-built on the top of their heads! they could snap and bite anytime they wanted too. wtc really.

i feel myself so unproductive these days. from being all tired-out after training to feeling absolutely no motivation to touch that pile of work any longer. and ironically, i feel extremely tired-out day after day. and seeing how hardwork and muggers my classmates are, (at least for the group im in), the amount i do is nothing compared to how much they're doing. and i have this habit of "i dont freakin' understand what the lecturer's talking about and i feel so x100 lost right now." and just give up trying to swallow the chunk of concepts he's trying to feed us. maybe thats where ost of my time goes to- watching lecture recordings.

mum and dad will be gone for a week for some self-time overseas. if im not wrong, its their honeymoon. but the point is, im gna have to settle all my meals for the next 1week. not the first time, but i wonder if i'll even bother stepping outta the house to get my meals. or i should find someone to have dinner w me for the next 1week. anyone??